Inevitable Conclusion To Opening Your Heart

I've decided to add some some of my poetry so here it is.

Inevitable Conclusion To Opening Your Heart

I held on
For so long
To the thin little thread
called hope
my fingers grasped it
it an awkward fashion
and bent until they almost broke
in fact they are still sore
from the strain of disillusion
my fingers will healfaster than my heart
which aches with
a seemingly unending ache
the desperation that I felt
to amend the present
and to cling to the past
and to put off the future
I fell short
as any mortal would
time caught me
and moved me on
and out
here I am
wrapped
in a reality
harder than a dream
yet softer than a nightmare
twisted and twisting
wishing and wished
stuck
opposite
moving
slowly
go
now.....